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6.29.2004

Antsy

Summer makes me antsy. Actually, every time of the year makes me antsy. It's a good thing I have something to focus my attention on at the moment. Tomorrow I'm going to head down to UVIC for the first time on personal business (other than when I applied a couple years ago and got told I was too stupid to attend their hoity-toity institution of higher learning). As my acceptance letter suggests, I am proud of my "academic achievement", although not in the way they imply. I found it amusing that my dad had the same reaction I did when he read that sentence, both he and I just scoffed. I know a lot of my disdain towards bureaucracy comes from him, so I wasn't surprised. I'll have to use a facet of that bureaucracy tomorrow when I visit an academic advisor. I don't hold them in very high regard, but I am sure I can glean some important information from the meeting. Perhaps I'll be surprised and get someone who sincerely wants to help and can listen, as well as advise (not a combination I'm used to when dealing with others).





Saying I'm focused is perhaps a misnomer. I may be focused on UVIC admissions at the moment, but my mind is something I have a problem making sense of at any given time. It's quite a messy place in there and often I have thoughts I would love to latch onto and develop, but even if I write them down, I seldom finish any project. That's one thing I love about school, it forces me to bring ideas to fruition on a single topic and sometimes I'm even pleased with what I write. I have quite a few papers I'm working on solely based on my own ideas and inclinations, but it is certainly painful the pace at which I plod along. I blame many things, but to a large extent it's my inability to ignore my computer games and other luxuries that I partake in. Oh well, so goes, perhaps I should just sit and stare at a blank screen for a few hours, as I do when writing those papers for class.



6.27.2004

Memorial game

This may seem strange to people who aren't part of the Allegiance gaming community, but a short time ago one of our longtime pals passed on. In his honour and memory we decided to hold a game in which a moment of silence would be observed before we all went on to play. Out of the 70 people who showed up there wasn't one person who acted out, or tried to bandstand. I was quite moved to see us all remember Michael Dale Coleman, known in game by a couple names, but primarily as Titty_Baby. It just goes to show what effect a good man can have on a community of people. Even when, at the best of times, we seem like a bunch of 6 year olds who can't play well together, he could bring out the best in us. I was just glad to have known him and to have had the chance to been along side him in countless games. You'll be missed Michael.

6.26.2004

great shot

davin took a great shot with himself and Mr. layton. I think the NDP would do well to use a picture such as this, depicting the 'youth' of Canada along side the NDP. Here's a link to the entry: jack layton supports davin.ws initiatives

SPECial parties

hmmm, davin, if you read this in time I'd love directions to a certain SPECial get together tonight:) if not, I'm sure you all will have a great time and I'll just look at the pics and wish I was there heh.

6.25.2004

the park

while I was walking back from compusmart (bought a new keyboard for 26bux as I managed to make juice jump about a foot out of my cup and onto my previous board making it ridiculously sticky), I worked my way through beaconhill park and was greeted by sparrows playing around me zooming along the ground. What I wouldn't give to have been them. As I got up to the play area, even though there was no sun, ample amounts of children were galavanting around the playground, amusing themselves in the water park. A large group of people, mostly asian, east and west, were hanging out together having a picnic and an all-round good time. Another small group of young boys were hanging out to my right around the pond, just enjoying each others company, and there was a band playing some great music, which at least 50 elderly people were enjoying throughly along with families interspearsed around the bandstand. All I could think was how lucky I was to be in the middle of so many happy people. I had a smile on my face all the way home because of that.

6.24.2004

My Way News

My Way News

The last three times I've visited drudge I've found a new article about the attacks I've been posting about. Here is the third one. Apparently the attacks took place simultaneously in six cities, not five, and 100 people were killed and 300 injured. War zone? I think so.

My Way - News - Rebel Attacks in Five Iraq Cities Kill 75

My Way - News

here's a follow up to the story I posted last night. as you can see the death toll did in deed rise dramatically from the 12 they had thought originally. this isn't going to be the end of it guys, if you think this handover is going to go ahead as planned you may want to think again.

CNN.com - Multiple attacks rock Iraqi cities - Jun 24, 2004

CNN.com - Multiple attacks rock Iraqi cities - Jun 24, 2004

and so it continues. I can't believe that the US citizenry thinks this handover that will occur at the end of the month, is going to go smoothly, or even mean anything other than a political maneuver in order to distract from the reality of the situation. This new book doesn't say anything I haven't in the past, but it's interesting who it's coming from. Imperial Hubris by Anonymous

6.23.2004

1337

I have ascended to the ranks of the gmail elite. all bow before your master... or something.

6.22.2004

things like this

are what give me hope again. they bring that smile to my face I seldom know anymore. the one I used to have perpetually as a child, where nothing could worry me and all I did was ponder and gaze at everything as if it were a puzzle to be solved and the joy was the wonderment.

perhaps I'm being overly melodramatic, but getting my acceptance email from uvic today, within the hour of receiving my camosun college transcripts, defiantly made me ecstatic. few things could have had that affect on me. apparently they didn't require my high school transcripts, which is by no means a problem with me.

and the news got better when I went and logged into their page and looked at my transfer credits. they have given me 35.7 credits which puts me about three quarters of the way through third year.

ahhh, breath in that beatific air.

6.20.2004

profile update

someone, which wishes to remain anonymous for artistic reasons, has written a short biography of my illustrious life. It touches on all the salient points and I feel describes where I've been and where I'm going very aptly.

new commenting system

I just converted my commenting system to a php/mySQL one in which people will be able to edit and delete their own posts. I hope that the php being found on an external server won't cause issues with availability, but if it does I can easily revert back to bloggers commenting system. This one was so easy to install it was basically two pieces of code that I had to insert into the template, so you can imagine why it wouldn't be an issue to remove. I put a little link to the site where you can sign up and get the code, it's kinda handy.

6.19.2004

Macromedia - Central

Macromedia - Central

many sites are using atom to syndicate their content through these pretty handy news readers. I'm quite enjoying the look of central and also what it does for me in terms of quick access to news and blog content from multiple sources.

6.18.2004

would be comment

this is what I would post to charles' blog as a comment to his latest entry: that trip was good fun:) even though, while it all took place it seemed a really relaxed pace, I must say we had quite the little adventure. but, since I'm not on his friends list, heh, I'm unable to. nudge nudge wink wink...

pseudo-democracy

moore quoted lincoln on dateline tonight as saying, "Give the people the facts and the republic will be safe." Those words couldn't be more true and without total disclosure from our governments, and I mean nothing may be kept from the citizens, we will continue to prolapse deeper and deeper into an imperialist regime.

meh

god damn it's hot. and apparently this heat won't let up till tuesday. good fun when you're a landscaper heh. oh well, all I have to say is meh. such a great word... meh is. meh. kinda like whatever, but much hipper.

6.16.2004

quick getaway

I needed some downtime and that's just what I got yesterday when steve, monika, charles and myself all piled into monika's car (I suppose I could go into the details of how we each got picked up, but you gotta start somewhere). the plan had been laid to travel to saltspring island and we were on our way. we arrived at the ferries slightly late (we were aiming for the 6 and ended up on the 8), so we had to wait for an hour while the ferry made it's return trip. it was time to get a bite to eat we all agreed.

we walked out of the abandoned flea market, being late in the day there were only one or two people left packing up, and into the food area. this was under heavy construction, yet somehow the new parts seemed old. perhaps it was just that unfinished feeling, or perhaps it was the fact that the new flooring was a checkered linoleum. disheveled appearance aside, monika made note that the sandwiches were quite good and they did appear to be made with fairly high quality ingredients, but then I noticed a mango-curry-vegetable-wrap that had my name on it. I grabbed it from the fridge and a bottle of water to wet the palate, then proceeded to the till. The girl at the till gave a nice smile, which always bodes well, when even your regular i-it interactions take on an i-you quality. we figured there would be a need for utensils, as one of the reasons we had been a bit late was our liquor and food run in Sydney, where we acquired not only the aforementioned items, but also a fire log. I'm very glad we eventually found that fire log. it took some searching, well actually it took steve asking where it was after everyone else had given up. so, as I mentioned before, we arrived at around seven pm, all raring and ready to go.

It wasn't so bad except for the 20 000 chickens parked, waiting in the lane adjacent to ours, for the ferry to vancouver. luckily charles had brought his frisbee to distract us from the heinous odor. we played for a bit and all was going pretty well until the breeze kicked up for the first time and we really got a good whiff of the horrendously, disgustingly foul fowl. I could hear an older woman, perhaps in her late forties, early fifties, mumbling, attempting to be audible, but at the same time not wanting to be heard, saying to herself, "if I was ripped i'd be tearing those cages apart." All I could do was chuckle to myself and remember it for later to tell my compatriots. eventually monika joined charles and I, not after taking a few pictures (which I hope I can get my hands on soon). not long after steve got in on the action and we all had a good time hucking the disc around. The ferry arrived and we piled in ready for saltspring. the trip over was pretty uneventful, other than a few good stories and awesome scenery, as is always the case in good company and living in this locale.


sunset camping

it was dusk and we were almost to the island, coming from the Island. monika drove off the ferry and onto saltspring. with a sense of assuredness as to her destination we drove through the winding roads, which for the most part, had been freshly paved. When we arrived at the campsite it quickly became apparent we were going to be carrying everything to the site. This wasn't too big a deal since there were four of us, as we could each carry our own and what needed to be shared was easily divided.

at this point is was starting to get dark and we wanted to find a spot for the tents. monika felt a spot near the water would be nice and we all agreed, but the trick was finding the perfect one. we almost gave up and went for one I had originally pointed out, as we were entering the camping area, which was a bit more private, with some forest around it, but much farther from the ocean. in the end we pitched tent in the spot monika had originally picked out and a good spot it was. main reason being that we were close to rocks and could place our fire out of harms way. we didn't plan on cooking over the fire till later, in fact we had brought a Coleman stove to cook some kraft dinner, as monika started to put it together, while steve and charles were raising the tents, she realized that we were missing one important element... the part that connects the propane to the stove. this was a snag, but thank god for our fire log, it made cooking over the fire that much quicker, no need to wait for coals, or search for drift wood, although, we did take turns foraging for wood to keep the flames up. we cracked open the wine and hotdogs, stuck em on the fire (hotdogs that is) and charles took the reigns. we were in luck, as charles has some cooking experience and began cooking the dogs in some beer, then a bit later he added some wine. suffice it to say they turned out fantastic. once we had our fill of the hotdogs the sun had gone down and stars were starting to peek out. it was time to get our drink on.

we weren't going nuts with the alcohol, but we all had a fair amount. monika was probably the lush of the group that night, but even that is an overstatement. as it got darker I began seeing satellites and pointed a couple out to the others. it's amazingly hard to point out a point of light in a sea of points of light. We kept trying to figure out which direction the milky way would be traveling across the sky and it wasn't till the light from the setting sun was completely gone that we could begin to really make it out. of course, around this time of night Australia is awake and functioning, so steve had to take a couple calls during the night with people wanting assurances about this and that. the job of a salesrep for cisco systems is never done. while we were at it, I felt the need to ponder some big questions like; can it even be postulated that we are the only life in the universe knowing the sheer vastness of space and the fantastic number of galaxies, let alone stars in each. after I annoyed them with my musings, we got chatting about this and that. I managed to spot a couple shooting stars, which are something I never tire of seeing and then a voice from the ocean. it was charles and he had discovered the phosphorescence in the waters around here. it's cathartic to watch the water glow green from the lapping up against the rocks and great fun to make it glow yourself by throwing various objects, or splashing around in the water.

as the night wore on we were suddenly greeted by a man in a ranger outfit. he told us that our fire really shouldn't be where it was and that if we could he'd really appreciate it if we were to put it out in an hour or so. he was quite nice about it and I just said we would watch it and be sure to put it out. he seemed satiated by my response and our measures to keep the area from turning into a giant wild fire. as the night moved on we switched from wine to beer and just kept warm around the fire. at one point monika went to move from one spot to another and when passing me fell into the fire. at this point it wasn't spewing large flame, it had died down somewhat and was mostly coals and some small flame. she lay in it for a moment, not seeming to want to get up anytime soon as we exclaimed, "monika are you all right? you're in the fire get out!" so I grabbed her side and pulled her out, unharmed I might add. that's not to say she didn't have a few other bumps and bruises from falling a couple times throughout the night. it has a lot to do with our level of exhaustion. the time was getting on almost three in the morning, we decided to crash. joking back and forth between the tents, in a hushed tone, perhaps not whispering, but defiantly not even in a full voice and just as we were about to call it that a voice comes from behind our tent , "hey can you guys keep it down, it's three in the morning and I can still hear your talking," they said. I just replied that we would stop, as it was the case, and once again another sole was satiated.

none of us were feeling 100% the next morning, as is the nature of being drunk the night before. I wasn't sure what time it was, but I heard someone in their tent wake up and get out. I assumed it was steve, as monika had had a ruff night and would probably be out like a light still. after I tried to sleep a bit longer I realized it just wasn't going to happen, so I also got up. I went and found the washrooms (we had been using the surrounding rocks all night) and then went for a walk along the water. I really enjoyed the time with the water and myself. it was a beautiful morning, almost already too warm to be wearing the hoody I had on.

steve appeared from behind me while I was sitting relaxing on a rock near our site. I had figured it was him that had gotten up and wasn't too surprised to see him. he had taken the opposite direction for his walk and from what I gathered he also really enjoyed it. we sat and chatted for awhile then charles woke up and the three of us hung out for a bit till my thirst got the better of me and charles and I went to find the drinking water. we moseyed to the pump and filled our bottles, having a nice conversation there and back. when we got back to the site monika had awoken and still looked half asleep. she popped a couple asprin and we all started thinking about breakfast, so once we were all up we packed up the site and worked our way to the car. when we got there I realized I was missing my wallet. this wasn't cool, so I started looking around knowing I had gone to bed with it in my pocket I couldn't understand where it had disappeared to. I had folded up the tent charles and I slept in and could have swore I felt nothing, and I had missed my sleeping bags bag the first time I folded up the tent. but I wasn't very inclined to fold it again if I could get away with it. I ran back down to the site looked all over... in the garbage we had thrown up and still nothing, then I heard steve and they had found it in the folded tent. somehow my wallet and lighter had ended up in the tents inner pocket and I was just thankful to have it back. now that I had held us up we were finally on our way to get some grub and with charles at the wheel we drove off to ganges.

ganges is an interesting little spot. charles made a comment that resonated with me to a degree and that was that every person on the island was adorable. he didn't mean they were all pretty, or handsome, although many were. he was trying to convey something a bit more substantial than that. something about their air, or attitude, or perhaps it came out in the way the interacted with each other. whatever it was, I think he had something there. we went to the cafe style place and I had a tasty omelet, while steve and monika both seemed to take a distaste to theirs and I'm not even sure how charles felt about his, I might just assume he was indifferent and any food would have done at that point.

once we finished our meal we headed off and wandered around the town. we stopped in an art gallery and there was this set of pieces that were done with fabric and one in particular caught my eye. it was of two old women sitting beside each other on the front steps of a house in what looked like greece. they looked as if they were really sitting there and when art comes to life for me like that I can't help but have an appreciation for it. we ended up in saltspring brewing co and got another drink, it was quite a hot day. while sitting there we decided that it was time to head home. but what a great trip it had been. even being so laid back and relaxed we still seemed to get quite a bit in, more than I've even written here, but damn look how long this is as is.

6.15.2004

Iran massing troops on Iraq border - (United Press International)

Iran massing troops on Iraq border - (United Press International)

ahhh, good times, good times. so what this appears to be is iran getting ready to attack iraq if the US pulls out. not a bad idea considering the US has basically disbanded the iraqi military and have set up a very rudimentary security force. nothing which could handle an actual attack by a trained military, especially one with supply lines which can't be severed (iran is right beside iraq, hard to stop reinforcements from coming across a boarder that you can't defend).

6.14.2004

I's a geneous

why do I need an alternate name for this



If those aliens keep taking our argon, we'll be in dire need for argon. if that happens argon will become worth gazillions and the entire moon rock industry will suffer. I propose we build an intergalactic armada and travel to the alien homeworld and blow them the fuck up.

very disturbing

all I can say is, god no! or maybe yes....

doggy treat

experiential information space

of course, kyrsten asks the hardest question possible right off the bat, "And I'm a little confused as to what defines an experiencial information space...?" to even attempt to answer your question (because I'm not sure chalmers has actually tried to make a well articulated answer) I'm going to use the same analogy, to an information space (albeit not an experiential one), as the author of The Place of Mind, Brian Cooney.



Take as an example a beach cottage which, the rental brochure tells us, "sleeps eight." We know only that it is currently occupied by one or more renters. Assume, for simplicity, that it is equally likely that the cottage is occupied by any number of persons from one to eight. This cottage scenario contains an amount of uncertainty which is greater or lesser depending on the number that the cottage sleeps. If it slept more than eight, more possibilities would need to be eliminated for me to know exactly how many occupants there were... The cottage-that-sleeps-eight is a physically embodied information space with eight possible information states (nine if you count unoccupied).

6.13.2004

snails pace

everything I do is at a snails pace. slowly this site is starting to take shape. I suppose I'll be at it for the next couple weeks. as usual hockey was loads of fun, now there's something that breaks my first statement, I don't participate in sports at a snails pace, I tackle them with as much fury as I can muster, heh. it's hard to be competative with yourself. I need to take a lesson from this guy.



information space is a term chalmers uses. he gets some of his ideas from the mathematical discipline of information theory and more specifically from the work of C. E. Shannon, one of its founders. Chalmers uses the term when he is talking about what could be the possible basic principal of consciousness. He believes that through the double-aspect theory of information, which states that information has both a physical and a phenomenological aspect you can develop a theory of consciousness. As he puts it, "The double-aspect principle stems from the observation that there is a direct isomorphism between certain physically embodied information spaces and certain phenomenal (or experiencal) information spaces." (Chalmers, 1995)

bascailly this blog can be considered an information space, hence the name. in a sense it will be an extention of my information space (consciousness) and so function as a persona of sorts, or something. maybe it'll even start posting for me so I don't have to do any thinking.

6.09.2004

ahhh blogs

we'll, I've been saying I was going to start one of these things. Since this service is so easy to set up and run, I felt I had little excuse left to not. Now I have to take some time and set this site up... perhaps after hockey:)